My BDAY.

My birthday is coming,i am very exciting and a little sad.I will turn 18 years old on July. I am exciting because i will be able to do a lot of things without permission,and i can work with any problem. My friends are planing to make a party for me. One of my friends invited me to Puerto Rico.I don't know if i can go because i didn't ask my parents yet. I want to go because the only country that i visited is the U.S. and i want to visit other countries. I also want to go there to see my cousins, i have more than two years that i don't see them.In another hand i am sad because i feel old. It sounds weird went people told me you will turn 18. Sometimes i feel old when they do it.I will have more responsibility in my life and i don't like that at all.

Love?

Do you believe in love? Love is a concept created only to exists in the minds of people, it does not exists outside the walls of your brain. We create this concept so we can feel content and happy with ourselves, but in reality Love does not exists. Its sole purpose to to boost our self esteems and make us look forward to the next day with the thought that someone else (other then your mother) could actually care about u more then you do yourself! to ask us if you believe in "Love?" is to ask if you believe in Myths?" Some people say its better to have loved then to never have loved at all....but is "love" really worth all the pain and suffering as its side effects? Are you willing to do so much for someone who wont do the same for you just because your blinded to your own pre-conceived concepts about love? Does love really exists mutually? I think not!

Music.

 I love music, it is part of my life. I am always listening music, everywhere and no matter my humor.The music make me feel more happy, relax and sometimes it changes my humor. When my uncle and my grandmother died, i tired to not listen to much music.In my religion when someone died we mourned. I did more for my mom because i didn't want to see her crying or telling me to not do it. However I always carry they in my heart so I do not keep mourning too much. I always say if you have someone in your heart, the mourn it is not a big deal. I will continue listen music until i die.   

Yesterday i went to my friend house after clean and cook.I made my friend hair in 40 minutes. After this i went to eat with my friend. We eta and then we went to her house by walking. She lives in south-hempstead. We were watching tv at home when my friend ask me to go to the movie to see fast 5. We got there at 10, buy the tickets and the food took us like 20 minutes. The movies stared at 10:55 and finished at 1:05am. I got at home at 1:30am. I think i slept at 2:00am.This morning i woke up at 6:00am to take shower, change my clothes and go to school. I was very tired in class and i almost fall asleep. After eta something on brake, i totally wake up. Now am going to sleep because i still tired.