My BDAY.

My birthday is coming,i am very exciting and a little sad.I will turn 18 years old on July. I am exciting because i will be able to do a lot of things without permission,and i can work with any problem. My friends are planing to make a party for me. One of my friends invited me to Puerto Rico.I don't know if i can go because i didn't ask my parents yet. I want to go because the only country that i visited is the U.S. and i want to visit other countries. I also want to go there to see my cousins, i have more than two years that i don't see them.In another hand i am sad because i feel old. It sounds weird went people told me you will turn 18. Sometimes i feel old when they do it.I will have more responsibility in my life and i don't like that at all.

Love?

Do you believe in love? Love is a concept created only to exists in the minds of people, it does not exists outside the walls of your brain. We create this concept so we can feel content and happy with ourselves, but in reality Love does not exists. Its sole purpose to to boost our self esteems and make us look forward to the next day with the thought that someone else (other then your mother) could actually care about u more then you do yourself! to ask us if you believe in "Love?" is to ask if you believe in Myths?" Some people say its better to have loved then to never have loved at all....but is "love" really worth all the pain and suffering as its side effects? Are you willing to do so much for someone who wont do the same for you just because your blinded to your own pre-conceived concepts about love? Does love really exists mutually? I think not!

Music.

 I love music, it is part of my life. I am always listening music, everywhere and no matter my humor.The music make me feel more happy, relax and sometimes it changes my humor. When my uncle and my grandmother died, i tired to not listen to much music.In my religion when someone died we mourned. I did more for my mom because i didn't want to see her crying or telling me to not do it. However I always carry they in my heart so I do not keep mourning too much. I always say if you have someone in your heart, the mourn it is not a big deal. I will continue listen music until i die.   

Yesterday i went to my friend house after clean and cook.I made my friend hair in 40 minutes. After this i went to eat with my friend. We eta and then we went to her house by walking. She lives in south-hempstead. We were watching tv at home when my friend ask me to go to the movie to see fast 5. We got there at 10, buy the tickets and the food took us like 20 minutes. The movies stared at 10:55 and finished at 1:05am. I got at home at 1:30am. I think i slept at 2:00am.This morning i woke up at 6:00am to take shower, change my clothes and go to school. I was very tired in class and i almost fall asleep. After eta something on brake, i totally wake up. Now am going to sleep because i still tired.

My life is back.

I Could repair my computer again,and I hope it not get damaged again.It is the second time that this happen because my brothers are always doing things they do not know what it is. Now i can complete the blogs i missed. I will not may it damaged again because it is my life.I have to check my email every morning before go to the school. I also have to see what is going on in facebook, this is the only way that i can communicate with my cousin who is in Puerto Rico. He wants to come to the U.S. to visit our family. I hope he comes soon, i really miss him.We have more than two years without of see him. 

Alone.

Most of the time i am alone in my house. When i go to my house after class, my parents re working and my brothers are in the school. I have to be alone until they come back after 3pm. Sometimes i don't like to be alone because i start to think if ghost exist or if someone is looking at me. Even thought i know there no one near me, i am afraid.In other way i love to be alone because my brothers are not bothering me all the time. I can relax and enjoy the time watching movies or doing my homework. I also like it because i can sleep without of noise..

Finally.

My live is back because i  fixed computer already. I had some problem with it. It was to slow and couldn't post my blogs. I couldn't check my facebook and email too, but i tried in my phone. In that way i could check my email,but i couldn't post new things in my blog. I help my brother to make a story for a baby that he bring to his spanish class.Now i hope my computer don't get the same problem or one worse. If this happen i will cry because i can not live without of my computer.

Ugly day.

No sun,cold and raining.It was nice because we watched a movie in class.Today i went to the dentist with my friend. We spent 20 minutes there.Them we took different bus to go to our house. Suddenly my cousin came to my house i took care of him.We danced,watched TV and ate some snacks.I will make  dinner tonight for my whole family.Them i will watch some series and i will go sleep.

Disaster in my room.

Today after the Multicultural Fair i went to my friend to the library.We were waiting  until 2pm because she had to go to the writing center.I wait for her almost a hour at the writing center.When i was waiting her i read part of my book and i almost done with it. Them when my friend finish, we went to place to pick up a money that her mom send to her today.We went home after a few minutes.At home i found a disaster in my bedroom.My mom was cleaning the house but someone took her out of the house,and she leave my room like that.I had to clean  my room and i did in 10 minutes. I done with it and i did my homework.Now i will make a diner because am hungry.

Fun day.

This week was my friend Raul's birthday.We brought a cake for him,and we ate at break time.After class we went to a Chinese buffet near the Lincc.We had a nice time eating and telling stories about our lives. WE took some pictures and we made a wish in a source that was in the restaurant. When we finish every one goes to their house, but my friend Barbara and i went to a dress store. WE didn't find a beautiful dress for us. I went to my house at 4:30. When i came to my house, i found my mom sleeping. I decided to go to visit my little cousin because i had a week without see him.My uncle went to the hospital to visit his sister wife.She had a surgery. I returned at 10:30 after my uncle and his wife came back to the house. 

Organ Donation.

I want to donate my organs. I have always told my family that the day I die, if my organs are useful and Intact to donate them to people that need it. Each year, thousands of people sadly die from lack of donors waiting for a transplant.I always think one of them could be someone I know and love. No patient needs to be born sick to you or someone you know or love may in future have need an organ transplant. I was searching on the internet and in hospitals to see if now I can  put my organs for donation,but one doctor told me that i have to be 18 or older to donate my organs. So i will wait a year to make a plaque that have my information on it, and it says that i am a organ donor. 

A day to relax.

Today is a nice day,is not raining and is not so cold. My mom is working and my brothers are in the school playing baseball.I have the day free to relax and be alone in my house. I going to cook and then i will do my homework. The rest of the day i will stay in the couch watching TV. Maybe i will turn the music and  to fall asleep. At eight am going to see my series from 8 to 10 and then i will go to sleep.

A day to relax.

Today is a nice day,is not raining and is not so cold. My mom is working and my brothers are in the school playing baseball.I have the day free to relax and be alone in my house. I going to cook and then i will do my homework. The rest of the day i will stay in the couch watching TV. Maybe i will turn the music and  to fall asleep. At eight am going to see my series from 8 to 10 and then i will go to sleep.

Sick again.

Yesterday i didn't feel go at all, and today i saw what happen.I have flu again. I woke up with headache and all my whole body ached too.I just want to stay in the bed all day, but i had to cook.After cook i felt asleep on the couch for more than 30 minutes. When i woke up again my neighbor was at the door, so opened the door for him because he didn't have his keys.My father came from work at 6 pm.I gave him the food and then he felt asleep.I will drink something to see if this flu goes way from me.

Dance is coming.

My bother prom is coming and i want to go with him.I didn't go to my own prom because there where no one of my friend or family that could go with me.This year my cousin and my big brother are going to the prom. Today i was in my friend house planing to go.We were in 3 different stores looking for our dresses, but didn't find a nice dress for her.I got a big problem in the last store that we were i found the best dress for me, but there was a girl that had ordered the same dress just in another color. The problem is that, this girl is going to the same prom,and this store doesn't the same dress to the same two people that go to the same place. I thing that this is nice,but she went there first,so couldn't buy my dress. Now i have to go to others store to see if i can get a dress before this month.

A tired day.

Yesterday was a tired day.I woke up at 6:00 in the morning.After school i cooked and cleaned the house.At 5pm my little cousin Antony came to my house. I gave him some food and then we play with cars and some toys that i have at home.Around 6:30pm my cousin told that he wanted to go home, but his father couldn't come to get him out.I walked my cousin to his house. When we got there, hi told that he wanted to come back to my house but i didn't take him back. His mother told him that he could come to my house the next day.After this i went to the laundry and i done at 11:00. I went home and i fall asleep immediately. I was really tired.  

Today after class.

Today after class i went in my brother school to see what happen because he is failing some class.His counselor told me that i can not see his score.I am supposed  to be on a list to see his score or told about him with his counselor. I think thats weird because am his sister,i can see everything about him. After this i came to my house.My mom was in Brooklyn visiting my grand mother, so i use this time time to clean the house and do my homework.

The last days i didn't write in my blog because i was indisposed. I still have flu and body aches.When the temperature change, my body and my bones hurts. Am drinking medicine to feel better, i hope to feel better this week. I don't like to be like this because i can't go outside or do my favorite things. I have to feel better so my mom gives me the permission to go to Manhattan on wednesday to see a European parade with my friend. My friend has never been there,thats why to asked me to go with her.She doesn't want to go alone and get lost taking the train.

Shopping day.

Today i will go to buy a new computer with my cousin and friend. We have no idea which store has better sells.
We want a really fast,no big and nice PC. We are planing to go in the afternoon after eat and do everything in the house. I hope to find the right computer and the best price for it. I will call her in a few minutes to leave. I have no idea if we are going in the car or on the bus.

R.I.P. to my friend.

In the last days I have learned many things, my former classmate died last week after a asidente, colliding with another person on the bussy road andspend a few days after it recorded in the hospital he died.He was a very nice person, he never had a problem with anyone. I was in chock when i saw the picture with the letters R.I.P. on it. I ran to write my friend asking him why does  he had this picture. Then he told how it happened. I hope he is in a better place. 

Dominican Independence.

Today is a very especial day for Dominican people.We are celebrating the 167 years of independence.Thanks to the founding fathers who fought for this today we are a free and independent country. We celebrated with parades, wearing costume  and make a lot of party everywhere. We drink a lot of alcohol or fruit punch with alcohol. There come some famous singer,comedians and the show is fantastic. At the end of the show, we have a lot of fireworks.

A short day.

Yesterday i wake up at 4pm and i did because my brother told me that was late. I didn't know that was to late.
When i wake up, i saw that my mom didn't make food so  i ran to made it. At five my dad came from work but i wasn't finish. I asked him if he wanted something else before the meal and hi said no. After some minutes the food was ready.Then they ate but at night they asked me for dinner. That was crazy because i done with something and in a few minutes i have to make a new one.

The End.

Today i saw the end of the series "Dear to Dream". It was so funny and beautiful.
It was about a girl that lived with her mom because she didn't know where was her father.After a few years she met a boy that was her friend and boyfriend for many years. she had a lot of friends and enemy. At the she forgive all bad things that they did to her. In her 15 birthday, she resieved a lot of gift and surprise from her friends,family and boyfriend. The party was im a big ballroom with nice pinck and wite decoration. They selebrated all night and that was the end.  

This week is awesome.

I started to wake up late like from 11 to 2 in the afternoon. It is really nice, i don't have nothing to do in the morning, i just wake up and cook something .I stay in the computer for 2 or 3 hours looking for directions that the teacher gave me.In the afternoon i play a little big on facebook and then i eat some food. At night my family and i watch everyday India and other series together. I go to sleep at 11, and the next day i do the same things.

I went to Russia.

My friend wanted to buy something from Russia. We didn't know how to go there, so we found the streets in internet. On Sunday, we went to Russian town. At the beginning, we were afraid because we had to take three subways. After an hour, we arrived to Russian town. People didn't speak good English there, and some people talked with us in Russian. It was funny. At the end, we could buy the stuff that my friend wanted.

Thousand pieces of gold.

This is a old history about a thirteen year old girl who is very different than  others girl in the village. Lalu like to help her father in the field harvesting crops for her family. Her mother told her that she is not supposed to do it because no one will marry her. Her brother's friends called her a carp on herring feet , and own friends avoided her. The others mother said that her face was passable, but her big feet were laughable. Lalu never listened to those insults she was happy helping her father on the field and playing with her little brother.

Everything is ok :)

 Today after clean the house and cook, I went to my cousin house. Her mother has a surgery in her ear because she could listen very well.She has spent all day sitting and lying around doing nothing because it remains in the whole head anesthesia . We saw snow woman and the seven dwarfs  movie and others movies  around the afternoon. At night her son and my mother went there, i made      coffee and papaya juice for then. My aunt asked me if tomorrow i can go to the doctor with her because the secretary spake just english and she need someone to translate for her. So tomorrow after class am going with her to the doctor. I feel good when am helping people that need it.

Why wake up early?

Today i wake up early because some one was at the door,but when look outside there was no one.
I got angry when this happen. I don't like wake up early if i have no class.I told my friends and family that if they want to me to go somewhere or do something, tell me the day before so i get up all by myself.Another reason  i don't like getting up early is because i lose the little sleep that i have.

So tired.

Today i woke up at 6.00 but i was late to the class. After class my friend and i decide to go to "La serbillna" a small spanish restaurant . we got there because my friend was craving some empanadas. I came home at 2.00pm. I made some food to my family and then i did my homework. At 4.00 my friend alba came to visit me and we were trying to find an earphone in the store but we couldn't find it. I did alba's hair in my cousin house. We enjoyed every moment play and laughing with my friend and my cousin. When i finish, i called the taxi so she can go home. I came back home, i saw the series India and now am goint to sleep.

"my job."

Every day after school, i go home and make the food for my family. When i was 14 i started to cook.
I learn by my self. I know how to cook many kinds of food. My younger brother love when i made beans with rice and fried chicken.  I like to creative and make different food and decorate it.

The carnival

Today is the first parade of the carnival in my country. I'm sad because I'm not there to march.All my friends and family are ready to go and get fun.The first parade is a long distance walk that begins at the town hall of the town, crossing major streets and ends at the point where every Sunday is celebrated the carnival.Each group creates a t-shirt with the design that represents the name of the group.For the second year I have not attended the carnival in my country, that's why I got in goal to finish collage as soon as possible to go to my country to enjoy as before.

My ♥♥♥.

Juan Luis Morera Luna (Wisin) was born on December 19, 1978.Wisin married his wife on July 26, 2008, in Cayey, Puerto Rico.He has a daughter and a son, Yelena and Dylan.His has a duo with Llandel Veguilla Malavé Salazar (Yandel). They started their career in 2000 and have been together since, winning several awards during that time.He is my favorite singer.I know since i have 10 years old.I love him and all his song.I always say that he is my husband. i know all his songs, from the first one "Gerla" until the last "zun zun".When i see him on TV or in my computer, i get crazy cause i want to kiss him jjj. Once of my dreams is go to one of his concert. I hope to share with him one day.

Snow

I had a year in this country. My first time of snow was funny, i like it and i played a lot with my family.We already had six snowstorms so far this winter season and that's more than was last year.This season has been incredible and I do not want to see more snow at all this year. I would love to end winter so we don't have more falls in the now and we can walk without problems and driving accidents. 
                                             Mother of Nature no more snow please. 

My tips.

Many people said that i don't look sick or sad when I'm.  this happen because every morning before I go outside, I think about the quote that my cousin told me "Live a happy life remember you going to die".These words help me to live each day without showing all the sad things that happen in my life and around me.I try to live as happy as i can, when why not the life is wonderful.The life gives us opportunities we must take and obstacles which we must overcome.